Hello.
I was going to say, “Hello again”, but the number of times I have written those words in conjunction is so numerous now, that I feel like the phrase has lost all meaning. I keep on saying I will come back and write more regularly, but that hasn’t been very true since, well, probably since the tail end of last year. And, although a lot of the reason for why this is is because I have been wrapped up in what life’s offered me up recently, I have also had next to no idea of what I really want to write about. All I know is that I feel like writing right now, hence the reason why I’ve popped up on your news-feed again.
It’s been just over two years since I started this blog. It’s amazing to think that it’s been going this long. Over the last couple of years, this blog has provided a couple of different things for me. It’s enabled me to tell stories about adventures which I think are interesting and hopefully humorous, allowing me to bring my sense of humour into words, as I tend to focus on the dark aspects of life in some of the other types of writing I do. For example, if you have ever had the chance to read some of the poems which I’ve done, I am sorry for giving you such a traumatic time! This blog is my lighter side. My hopefully more relaxed side.
This blog has also helped me learn certain skills of writing, such as writing music articles and book reviews, both of which have helped me in acquiring some voluntary position with various different groups of people, which I have sorely neglected and lost touch with, as I don’t think doing this type of writing the whole time is quite for me. It doesn’t really fuel my drive for writing, as I felt frequently like I was just writing in a formula, like those old painting by number things that I always used to do. I like being creative with what I write, and I couldn’t always find a way of doing this when analyzing albums and single songs, or books which are just… books, to me, pieces of paper which have not changed the way I look upon the world in any meaningful way whatsoever. Maybe I’ll come back to writing in this way in the future, when I’ve found a better approach to writing these types of articles, but until then, I think I’ll leave them to someone else more motivated and more knowledgable about how to describe and analyze music and literature in a more sophisticated way than I am able to do at present.
This blog has also led me to trying to spread on my meagre amounts of knowledge about the world, which has made me feel very smart and intelligent (haha, not really, I’m still as ignorant about so many things as I ever was). I’ve spread on help about A-Level English, and useful links which I think are of particular interest, which have hopefully sparked some inspiration in the minds of someone along the way.
And, this blog has made me write. People now know that I write. My writing’s not just for myself anymore, it is for all of you people who have come across this blog so far. Essentially, that’s all I wanted from this blog, for people to know that I write, and to serve as a basis for a potential career in the future. Hopefully someone will see some worth in these words and will offer me the opportunity for a mega book deal in the future, but for that to happen, I actually need to write something!
And hopefully I will write something of worth one day, get it published, and make my writing some form of success. I’m not exactly sure what next steps I should take really, but I do know that continuing with this blog is one of the few things which I can hold onto at the moment, so I will continue writing on here until I find my next steps. So yeah, expect to hear a bit more from me, or not, as I am as changeable as English weather at the moment. Blame my degree work… or my sudden need to cook and consume food.